I miss you so much already. A part of me had been excised. My whole is not at all equal to the sum of our parts. Everything is duller. The lights of the city is faint almost to an impressionistic detail. Music is garbled at all frequencies and most things just remind me of you, and when they don’t, I would still think of you. Though when my soul wanders into the darkness, memories of you. Of us. Will shine brightly enough to lead me out into the light.

I wish we had more time together. I wish I told you how much I loved you. You might’ve known that already.